Being single for a while

I can't bear to be with anyone else right now.

Right now, I'm feeling depressed about our relationship not working out.

I try to distract myself with work, which is picking up; and I know that you don't really care, because you have succeeded in not caring about how I feel about the matter, and because you have succeeded in overcoming your feelings for me as well as your guilt.

Yet sometimes, I wish I could just talk to you. To hear you talk about your day. To talk with you about my day, and how shitty things go or how well work is.

Sometimes I feel so alone, and a lot of times you are the person who understood me best, even while I was surrounded by friends.

I miss you. And I can't be with anyone else for a while. You've set the standards so high...